For a little more info about what this is talking about, see my previous blog
I’m here. Again. Trembling begins in my stomach, reluctantly flowing up through my throat, grasping and twisting my thoughts with boney fingers that dig their spikey nails into my rational mind.
I take in my familiar yet uncomfortable surroundings. My head begins to spin. My mind races. Not again. Not again.
I try to keep the anxiety from invading my every thought but the pull is too strong. I’m giving in without my permission.
No matter what, here goes. Please just sedate me now.