My mind is full of words that can’t be written.
There’s so much that I need to pour out of me, but it can’t be shared.
But that’s all there is. This thing I can’t say.
It’s all I can think about. All I can focus on. It fills every corner of my brain.
But this is not the place, so there’s nothing else to write.
Maybe if you just wrote these thoughts down, stashed them somewhere, or just burned them after writing them that might help. Wishing you well.
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Yes, maybe writing them somewhere else would be good. Thanks for the idea.
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Or maybe just write it here but never publish it… That could be an idea.
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Maybe if you say them in writing but not publish it will make room for other thoughts? I understand how it can be hard and how not everything can be shared. Hoping you are able to find the place.
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Yes, I think this could be a good option. I even have other ideas that I wrote down yesterday, but this morning, I couldn’t get any of it out because of what’s going on right now. So maybe you’re right that writing it out could make space in my head for other things. Thank you.
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I really feel this deeply and personally. When tragedies strike our personal lives and consume us, it is hard to express and when I was struggling to write, I felt like the words would make it even more real – I just wanted it to pass or to change. But it hasn’t, and I have…somewhat. I hope you find the words even if they are obtuse and only skirt the surface of what you are feeling.
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I have tried over the last few days to come up with something that get at the feelings without actually writing exactly what’s going on, but I just haven’t been able to get it into something I like or want to publish.
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I am sorry you are experiencing whatever you are experiencing. I am having one of those today too, and it is so difficult to write around it, but you have done it really well. I hope you can find some peace.
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Thank you.
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